the sexist vs the racist

now which is worse?being a sexist or a racist?
im dun think i belong to either group but really i demand some good fair treatment to both sexes.and perhaps being a gal myself,i tend to defend more to my own gender.(but of coz)

i dun mind doing the house chores like folding the clothes and ironing,washing the dishes and sweeping the floor.but all i did is to the name of helping my tired mom.

i kinda really dislike my older bro who..i dunno.maybe im not right,but i guess deep inside i really kinda despise him.
my mom told me i cant do this.the future is long and i will never know who will be at the upper hand.

but the way that he did not make any contributions and often a burden to my parents,and being at the age of 28 and the eldest son,i cant help to feel that way.

let me see how my monday is gonna go tml.probably i have to wake up at 9am,get my breakfast done.go down to get the papers.start highlightening and perhaps email to the potential.call in for those temp job and maybe down for interview or job hunt...alone?sheese..isnt that bored?
but i guess if i want the money,i have to do it.

alrighty..im really bored.